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Thursday, March 5, 2026

Why Preparedness Still Matters: Lessons from the Pandemic, Texas Storms, and How to Start Prepping Today

                                                              

 Mom's Pioneer Living Handbook

Why I Updated Mom’s Pioneer Living Handbook

A lot has happened in the last few years.

The pandemic reminded us how quickly store shelves can empty. The Texas ice storm of 2022 showed how fragile power and water systems can be. And the Texas floods in 2025 were another reminder that emergencies can come with very little warning.

Events like these are exactly why I decided to release a revised and expanded edition of Mom’s Pioneer Living Handbook.

Preparedness isn’t about fear or expecting the worst. It’s simply about making sure our homes and families are ready when life throws something unexpected our way.

One thing I’ve always believed is simple:

If you can prepare your home to function off-grid for a while, you’re prepared for just about anything.

Whether you live in a house, an apartment, or even an RV, preparedness starts the same way — stocking your pantry wisely, learning practical skills, and thinking ahead.

That’s the heart behind this book.

The revised edition shares simple, practical ideas for building a food pantry, planning meals with basic ingredients, and keeping your household prepared when the power is out or supplies are limited.

None of it is extreme.
Much of it is simply returning to the kind of common-sense skills our grandparents used every day.

With everything our country has experienced in recent years, it’s a good reminder that preparedness still matters.

If you’re just getting started, this book will help you take those first steps. And if you’ve been preparing for years, it’s a good refresher to keep your home ready for whatever comes next.

You can check out the revised and expanded edition of Mom’s Pioneer Living Handbook here:

πŸ‘‰ Mom's Pioneer Living Handbook 

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Because in the end, being prepared for off-grid living is simply one of the best ways to be prepared for life.

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Sunday, December 7, 2008

Pearl Harbor Day: My Experience as a Female Boatswain's Mate in the Navy

Today is the anniversary of my blog. One year ago today, I posted my experiences as a tour guide for the USS Arizona Memorial. Visit my FIRST BLOG ENTRY -



A Day in Pearl Harbor 

for Pearl Harbor stories and my experience as tour guide.


A Brief History of Ford Island

Ford Island sits in the middle of Pearl Harbor and has played an important role in Hawaiian and American history for more than a century. During World War II, the island was at the center of the attack on Pearl Harbor on December 7, 1941. Battleships were moored nearby, aircraft operated from the island's airfield, and military personnel worked throughout the harbor.

By the time I was stationed there in the 1980s, Ford Island remained an active military installation. Access was still largely dependent on boats and ferries, since the bridge connecting the island to the mainland had not yet been built. Working in the Water Transportation Division gave me a unique perspective on daily life in Pearl Harbor and the historic waters that surrounded us.


I dusted off a couple of my old pictures...

 
This is one of the girls I had trained. I'm standing on the bow. Beyond the stern of the boat, you can see the ship channel. This is where I kept a look-out for incoming ships and submarines. Whenever crossing the harbor, I'd have to radio each incoming ship to ask for permission. We were called, Whiskey Tango, which stood for Water Transportation.

The boathouse in Ford Island. If I wasn't training others, I was running boat shuttles, doing tours for the Arizona Memorial, or radio dispatching at the boathouse.

A Unique Thing About Ford Island

One thing many people don't realize is that when I was stationed at Ford Island in the 1980s, there was no bridge connecting the island to the rest of Pearl Harbor. Boats and ferries were a way of life. Military personnel, civilian workers, visitors, and supplies all depended on water transportation to move around the harbor.

Because Ford Island sits in the middle of Pearl Harbor, our crews were constantly navigating among warships, submarines, tugboats, and visiting vessels. Every crossing required radio communication and coordination with incoming ships. It was a unique assignment and a daily reminder that Pearl Harbor was not just a historic site, but a working military harbor.



Ford Island is one of the few places in the United States where visitors can stand in the middle of one of the most important locations of World War II history. During the attack on Pearl Harbor on December 7, 1941, battleships lined the waters surrounding the island, including the USS Arizona, USS Oklahoma, and other vessels that became part of American history.




More on Pearl Harbor - 

Remembering Pearl Harbor: Then and Now


Marching the Tangerine Bowl Parade in Orlando 1981 - Triple Threat Drill team




Fresh out of bootcamp- wearing basic training tee shirt - KO73 





Wednesday, March 26, 2008

A Remote Chance For Ghosts?


My mother had posted on her blog this morning her musings about whether or not her house was haunted --- Strange happenings, the TV flipping on and off, the microwave turning on, the sounds of a chair sliding across the floor...

This brought to mind an incident that had happened to me before my daughter was born. My husband and I had purchased an older home back in Lubbock Texas. A few blocks away from where Buddy Holly had grown up. A neighborhood that was ransacked by a tornado in 1970, leaving behind death and destruction.

One afternoon I swung the dust rag and rearranged the furniture. After vacuuming the floor, I flopped with satisfaction on the couch and turned on the television. Almost immediately my TV started to flip from one station to the next. I grabbed the remote and turned back to my original station. After a moment, the channels began to change again. This was beginning to get creepy!

From that day on, my television would flip on and off throughout the day. Sometimes I would wake up and the TV would be on, flipping channels. Or, I'd leave the room with the TV on, and re-enter the room only to find my television off. This really started to bother me and my husband and I wondered what was going on.

I also began to wonder if perhaps we too had ghosts. One of my unspoken fears was about the previous owners. The person who sold us the home used to be our former landlords. They were a business couple who owned several properties and also an appliance store. It was well known that they had lost a daughter a few years back to an unexplained murder. In fact, their story was on a television episode of, Unsolved Mysteries. I had never asked, but had often wondered if this had been her previous home.

One day I was wrestling with my phantom couch potato by angrily turning the channels manually from the knob of the TV. As I turned around to return to the couch, my eye caught a movement...

Directly behind my couch --- through the window --- across the yard --- into my neighbor's opened curtain, I caught a glimpse of MY neighbor holding out their TV remote control!

It suddenly dawned on me that EVER SINCE I had rearranged my furniture, I had been having problems. I also realized that MY TV was DIRECTLY in front of the aim of THEIR remote control as they watched their own TV!

I immediately assigned my TV to another corner and from then on, the channel switching stopped.

After that incident, my husband and I started to aim our control over to our neighbor's house to mess with them. We laughed and snickered and horsed around like this for a few days. One morning I reached for my shoes and decided to head across the lawn to chat with my neighbor and to laugh with them about this incident.

I can still remember that smile on my face as I started to walk across the lawn. I glanced with interest at the strange white truck that was parked in their driveway. As I reached their house, I read from the side of the truck, Television Service & Repair...

Suddenly I realized that my neighbors weren't going to find their $60 television bill as very funny.

I turned around and slinked back to my house.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Brow Beaten

USS Neversail - is where I learned my seamanship indoctrination. My first salute and "Permission to come aboard!" happened on this replicated ship. There we learned ship life, and how to tie knots. Some of the classes onboard covered topics such as; water tight integrity, and chemical warfare.


Here's a glimpse into Navy boot camp. I was 17 and fresh out of high school!


Brow Beaten

My feet were firmly planted together, my nose straight ahead, my ears ringing. I dared not twitch. She was in her early thirties, blonde, short, and had the loudest mouth I had ever witnessed on God’s great planet.

"LADIES, SHUT YOUR DAMN MOUTHS! When I walk into a room I expect you to stand at attention! That means, NO MOVING, NO TALKING, and NO BREATHING! Ladies, you belong to me now!" And with an emphasizing stomp of her foot she screamed, "and YOU’RE IN MY NAVY!"

Oh boy, you could hear a pin drop.

That’s how we were formally introduced. I’ll just bet that the jet airliner that had earlier dropped us off at the Orlando Florida airport wasn’t even refueled yet! The rest of the evening became a blur of events. We were given our rules of conduct. We were reminded that we no longer belonged to ourselves. I solemnly looked down at my arm and marveled at how I was borrowing something that I had taken for granted my entire life. Imagine not "owning" your own hands and feet! We were now officially government property.

Uncle Sam would be taking care of everything. He was going to be our sugar daddy. He’d feed us, clothe us, instruct us how to brush our teeth, remind us when to bathe, when to close our mouths, when to sleep, and when to take a pee.

We were ushered into a large shower stall (all 60 of us) and ordered to strip and wash. It was really pathetic watching some of the girls trying to maintain their modesty. Amidst blushes and averted eyes, it became painfully obvious that the ones who were still wearing their underclothes in the showers were attracting the most attention. I figured that it would be easier to "bare all" and to get lost in the sea of boobs and fannies, rather than risk ridicule.

CC (Company Commander) Johnson (the mouthy blonde) wasn’t too thrilled either. You should have seen her nostrils flare when she spotted half a dozen girls emerging from the showers in their dripping panties and bras. Talk about sh*t flying and hitting the fan! I was still shaking in my britches when we were finally ushered to our bunks.

The following day we were taught how to march, how to stencil our names on our uniforms, how to stand in line, how to salute and how to hold our ditty bags. Never mind Master Card—we never left our barracks without our ditty bags! In case you are wondering, a ditty bag is this silly looking travel case (resembling a shaving case); it is small, dark blue and has a long zipper. The only contents allowable for female recruits (male recruits do not carry ditty bags—they get to use their back pockets) are: 1 pencil, 1 small spiral notebook (that you have to fold in half to fit), and 2 tampons (whether you needed them or not). Anything more or less will result in, "DROP AND GIVE ME TWENTY!" And believe me, doing push-ups for CC Johnson was no simple feat. She had the irritating habit of making the entire company drop down to their noses all for the simple mistake of one recruit. I don’t know what us female recruits feared the most: pissing off our CC or letting down our comrades.

We were constantly reminded that we were in a man’s world. I guess CC Johnson felt that we women had to prove ourselves. Each and every time a company of male recruits marched by, she would drop us to the ground with our noses to the grinder. Sometimes we were forced to do these exercises called mountain climbers. With our butts in the air and our palms flat on the ground, we sweated under the scrutinizing and, I’m sure, amused glances of our male peers. It was really quite humiliating. She pushed us, she screamed, she threatened, and she marched us like Hitler’s army. We were one big marching machine. Left. Right. Left. Right. Left. Right. Left. Right. You could hear all 120 boots hitting the pavement in unison.

"A-TEN-HUT!"

In unison our heels clicked together. CC Johnson had ordered us to stop. My nose was straight ahead, my shoulders squared back, my tummy and buttocks tucked in. CC Johnson was heading in my direction. I could feel the heat of her glance. I dared not twitch. A small bead began to form at the tip of my nose. She was standing at my side. Sweat began to trickle down my back. My leg itched. We had been marching for what seemed like hours. The bead trickled down my nose and another began to form. I fought back the nausea. Somebody else didn’t. The girl in front of me broke formation and doubled over. With what sounded like a loud burp, she ejected the contents of her breakfast of scrambled eggs, toast, and milk onto the pavement. I could feel the cool wetness of her vomit as it splattered onto my pant leg. I dared not blink. CC Johnson was furious and had her unceremoniously escorted to sickbay. The rest of us girls were ordered to resume marching. This time we sang a song.

Mama, mama, can’t you see?
What the Navy’s done to me…
Took away my lovin’ man,
Now I sleep with Uncle Sam!


We were all assigned lockers located at the foot of our bunks. We were taught how to fold our clothes all over again. Never mind what your mama taught you. In boot camp, a ruler became your best friend. We painstakingly folded each of our white cotton panties, T-shirts, and bras. Each one perfectly aligned in its proper places. Each bra strap impeccably matched, smoothed, folded, measured, refolded, re-measured, and aligned. I can guarantee you that if our country were to ever face a national crisis the women of the United States Navy would NOT be found with their panties in a wad!

I was being summoned to CC Johnson’s office. I could barely control my knees from shaking. Another recruit was summoned as well. We stood at attention in her office. Another CC that I did not recognize was standing in the office. She was addressing us.
"Ladies, I have selected you both to join my team. You will report to my quarters each afternoon for instructions."

We both soon learned that we were "volunteered" into the Navy’s elite drill team. Each afternoon, us two girls would leave our company and find ourselves back on the grinder, learning our new marching steps with a team of fresh faces. We were being drilled and polished to march in Florida’s upcoming parade. Each afternoon we left for the drill team and returned several hours later, sweating, exhausted, and near collapse. The girls in my company remarked how unfortunate we were when we returned. Never mind that we were exempt from an inspection or two. They pitied us.

The big day arrived and the Navy’s drill team was ushered off of base. We took a bus to the parade. Amidst confetti, cheers, and balloons, we marched proudly along the streets, the Navy band following suit. All of a sudden those hours of backbreaking work paid off. We did the sunburst march, the stars, and the tangles. We marched and marched. We were being televised. Before we knew it we were back on the bus, our faces aglow with pride. Our Drill CC surprised us with a stop at McDonald’s.

Back on base and returned to our barracks, us two girls excitedly shared our experiences. They were furious! How dare we eat hamburgers while they stayed behind and folded panties! How dare we get to ride a bus while they mopped and scrubbed the toilets!

After that, life became miserable for us two drill team recruits. Each day we would find our bunks tipped upside down, and the contents of our lockers piled onto the floor.

One evening after mail call, I was sitting on my bunk and was quietly plucking my eyebrows when Kindschey approached me. She’s this big oriental masculine girl with high cheekbones, snapping black eyes, and fists that could crush your skull. No wonder CC Johnson elected her as our company’s MAA (Master At Arms); her sole duty was to be our CC’s extra eye and to maintain order in her absence. She was just another recruit like the rest of us, but she instilled fear. She dropped onto all fours and scoured the floor at my feet. I watched incredulously as she searched painstakingly for something.

"What are you looking for?" I finally asked. Kindschey ignored me and continued to search. Finally she rose on her haunches with triumph. She pounced to CC Johnson’s office.

A few moments later both Kindschey and CC Johnson were at the foot of my bunk. I was standing in bewildered attention.
"Do you see this?" Kindschey was holding out the point of her finger. I squinted. CC Johnson was squinting as well, but nodding her head, nevertheless.
"THIS!" Kindschey thrust her finger into my eye. I squinted again. Finally my eyes adjusted and could make out the teeny tiny shape of a plucked brow.
"YOU HAVE LITTERED ON THIS FLOOR!"
I could see the veins twitching in both Kindschey’s and CC Johnson’s necks.
I was in deep water.

They had two MP’s escort me out of the barracks and out onto the compound. I was briskly marched to another building. I noticed an ambulance parked outside. Inside was a mad scramble of barking drill sergeants. I was ordered to hit the floor. I was forced to exercise non-stop for three hours. I ran laps, did push-ups, jumping jacks and bar lifts. They screamed at me, threatened, and spat. There was a combination of others in the room with me. Male recruits, females, some crying some groaning. We were all being punished for something or another.

I seethed the entire time over Kindschey. The following day I could barely stand. Although I wasn’t dead, I wished I were. I had more surprises waiting. CC Johnson had a special trip for just her and me. With barked orders to the rest of the gals, she marched me out of the barracks and into the base barbershop.
"CHOP IT ALL OFF!" I sat in stunned silence as I watched layers of layers of my long hair fall to the floor. I feebly reminded CC Johnson, who was attached to my side, that I had maintained my hair in a proper bun. Her only retort was, "NOT GOOD ENOUGH!"

My company was being marched to a grassy hill on the outskirts of the base. We had only one week left of basic training. It was the fourth of July and the NCO (Naval Commanding Officer) had graciously granted all recruits the privilege to watch the fireworks display on base. I was equally surprised to see that us female recruits were allowed to mingle with the male recruits. Of course, with instructions to not fraternize or touch, we cautiously approached one another. More than fireworks were flying as we conversed through the night.

I do not remember the cracking lights and color bursts in the sky. My companions and I were off in our own little world, talking and laughing. Finally the night became quiet except for the shuffling of feet and the yells of the commanding officers. I bid farewell and searched the grounds for my company. Panic set in as I failed to recognize a single face. I anxiously scanned the rows of recruits all set to march. Finally, my heart sunk to my toes.

Off in the distance, already kicking up a cloud was my company. They had unknowingly left without me. Fear unlike anything I had ever experienced settled over my shoulders. I watched them marching off into the distance. I wanted to cry. I wanted to run. I remembered earlier that week when I had witnessed two male recruits jumping a fence. They were desperately trying to make an escape. One got caught in the fence the other made it to the other side.

I knew what I had to do. There were no fences to jump. There was nowhere to hide. It was time to face CC Johnson. Time to face Kindschey.
Time to face responsibility.

With ditty bag thrust properly in my right hand, feet and heels clicked together, I prepared myself for the march. My chin lifted and raised, eyes straight and forward, I tucked in my tummy and buttocks and squared my shoulders. I took another deep breath and started in the direction of my barracks. If one were to be within a hair’s breath from my lips, they would catch the hint of a song, escaping into the night…

Mama, mama can’t you see?
What the Navy’s done to me…

Thursday, December 13, 2007

The Telephone Operator



This true story was written several years ago and placed 3rd in a writing competition for Chicken Soup for the Soul. Dallas Texas, 1987




THE TELEPHONE OPERATOR

"This is the-"

"Please help me!" interrupted the man on the other line.

I froze in my seat.

"Please talk to me! I don't know what to do!" cried the man.

"What is your emergency sir?" I asked professionally, while grabbing a report sheet to document the call.

"I just want to die!" sobbed the man.

"I'm sorry sir?" I asked in bewilderment. I checked my computer. 2:20 a.m.

Wracking sobs poured over the telephone line. Quickly I scanned my computer for his location. Nashville, Tennessee.

"I'm sorry sir, were you trying to make a phone call?" I asked stupidly.

Ignoring me, the man continued to cry over the phone.

I didn't know what to do. 95 percent of my calls were from pay-phone customers. The other 5 percent were from kids playing around. This didn't sound like a prank.

"Sir, what is the problem?" I asked as gently as I could.

"I just don't want to live anymore. My wife has left me, I can't see my kids, and to make matters worse, I lost my job!"

I slumped lower in my seat. The last thing that I needed was to attract attention from my supervisor – according to regulations I was required to terminate the call. I felt compelled to listen to this man.

"I’m so hungry!" He coughed into the phone. "It’s cold outside."

I scanned through my computer. He was at a 7-11 convenience store -- using their outdoor payphone.
"Do you have a place to stay nearby sir?"

"No, I’ve been sleeping in the park, but tonight I have to find somewhere else to sleep! The cops have been running us out of the city!”

"I’m so sorry.” I replied. “Do you have any shelters for the homeless nearby?"

"They’re full, I already checked into it!” He cried some more. "It's no use! I messed things up!”

I wracked my brain to give him a reason to live. I decided to change the subject.
"When was the last time that you ate, sir?"

"Not since yesterday," he breathed into the phone.

I could almost picture the steam coming from his breath, and the snow on the ground.
"Do you have family, sir?"

"My parents are dead. My wife and kids are all that I have." He wept some more.

I didn't know what to do.

I decided to try a different tactic. "Sir, you just can't give up, you have your kids to think about." I guiltily looked around to see if my supervisor was watching. I fidgeted with my headphone and lowered my voice. "Sir, what happened to your job?"

"I couldn't handle the pressure anymore. My wife ran off with our savings and took the kids. Now I’m left with nothing!"

"I’m really sorry to hear that. Do you know where your wife took the kids?"

“I don't know.”

I paused at a loss for words.

I stared into my computer screen, wishing for answers. I didn't know what to tell this man. One thing that I knew for sure, I was in this too deep to tell him to hang up and call a counselor. All concerns over my job went out the window. I didn't like working the graveyard shift anyway.

"Thank you for listening to me, I don't feel so alone anymore."

My eyes watered. "That’s no problem. Just don't do anything silly and talk about ending your life anymore, okay?”
I could almost picture him shuffling his feet as he looked toward the ground.

"I'm sorry; I just don't know what else to do. It gets cold out here at night and my stomach’s always growling."

"I can imagine that!" Who was I trying to kid? I had a warm bed to go home to and a house full of food.

"You know, maybe I can find a job tomorrow or something." He sounded hopeful.

"Yeah, I think that's a great idea. Don't they have those labor jobs that pay daily there?"

"That's a good idea." He brightened. "I just hope I can make it through the day on an empty stomach!"

Suddenly I realized that what this man needed was more than just words. Once we got off the phone, he was going to be back in the same situation --- cold, hungry and depressed.

I thought about the $40 dollars that was in my pocket.

"Sir, I want you to go find a Western Union tomorrow. I’m sending you some money to buy you some food."

There was silence on the other end.

"Sir?"

"I'm sorry; you took me by surprise. I don't know what to say!" He started to weep again.

"Don't worry about it. I’ll be sending it first thing in the morning, as soon as I get off work. Now what is your name?"

He gave me his name all the while saying over and over, "I can't believe you’re doing this for me! How can I repay you back?"

"Don't worry, you can return the favor by helping someone else."

"I prayed for God to help me and he sent me YOU! I’m so glad!"

All of a sudden I felt like crying.

"Where are you at?" He suddenly asked.

"I’m here in Dallas, Texas."

"Texas? Wow! I had no idea!” He paused. “I thought you were in Tennessee!"

"Nope, I do operator services for payphones all over the United States.”

"Did, did you say OPERATOR?" He gasped with surprise.

"Why yes, didn't you know?"

For the first time I heard him laugh. I couldn't help myself and laughed too.

"I thought I had called a SUICIDE HOTLINE!" He marveled.

"Well, you got a telephone operator!!!" We both laughed together again.

I gave him the final instructions to retrieve the money and we bid our goodbyes.

"WAIT!!!" he yelled into the phone. "DON’T HANG UP JUST YET! I WANT TO TELL YOU SOMETHING!"

I waited.

"I LOVE YOU!"

I paused and blushed at this stranger. "I… I love you too.” I paused. “God bless you!"

I waited till the line went dead. I couldn't take another call just yet.

After my shift ended, I walked to my car and started it. The phone experience seemed surreal and I gazed tiredly at the road ahead of me. I started to think about the bills that needed to be paid.

The glaring sunlight brought me back to earth. My utility bill was past due. I really couldn’t afford to send that money. I mean, this person was a STRANGER! I will never meet him, I don’t k now him, and it’s not my problem. Yawning, I turned from the direction of the Western Union, and instead, I headed for my home.

I crawled into bed.

I pictured the man standing in the snow.

Waiting…

His head hung low.

I handed the Western Union clerk the money.

What that man did for me, money could not buy.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

The Empty Bed



THE EMPTY BED was published in the book, When Falls the Coliseum. I'll be posting additional stories of mine as time allows.

This particular story holds a special place in my memory.


THE EMPTY BED

I was driving through the neighborhood when I spotted a cardboard sign propped on the hood of a car. The front door of the house was ajar and people were already milling about. It was an estate sale.

I parked across the street and grabbed my purse. Adrenaline already pumped through my veins. The house was a modest white bungalow in a bad need of repair. The yard itself was barren of flowers and attention. By the time I stepped through the foyer, I had already guessed that the resident had been an elderly male. Estate sales can tell a lot about a person.

The gentleman had apparently passed on. Everything was price tagged and personal effects were up for sale – even the paintings adorning the wall. Haste hung over the room like a boiling cloud. Someone wanted the house cleaned out and quickly.

I stopped to browse at the bookcase. There were ancient leather-bound books and dainty figurines. Either he or his wife had loved to read. I wondered, as I pulled each dusty book from its spot, how long his wife had been dead. He must have missed her. She obviously was gifted with the needle. Embroidered doilies were draped over the furniture. An old worn photo of a young sailor hugging his sweetheart slipped out of one of the books. She was radiant in her bouncy curls and sweater. Was it them? I slipped the photo back into its place and headed for the hallway. The linen closet was open wide and I made a mental note to come back and browse.

The kitchen was a mess. I was surprised to find dirty dishes stacked in the sink. “If you need any help, I’ll be in the other room.”

I glanced up at the smiling man. He appeared to be in his mid-forties and looked familiar. It dawned on me—he was related somehow to the sailor in the photograph. I mumbled a thank you and continued to dig and sort. I was making quite a racket as I dug through the cabinets.

It looked as if someone were still living in the home. There were hard boiled eggs soaking in a pan of water. The butter had been left out. I snuck a quick peek in the refrigerator: milk, half a cantaloupe, and not-quite-wilted lettuce. Maybe he died suddenly. I spotted a roasting pan and held it under my arms.

In a bedroom I was greeted by huge smiles and warmth from a photo of the sailor and his sweetheart. It was a vision of matrimony and love contained in a beautifully carved frame. Children and grandchildren were scattered about, each contained in their own special frames. On the table beside the bed was a cup with a teabag string dangling from its side. There were crumbs. Someone had eaten a cracker.

The bed’s blankets were pulled back. Someone had recently slept there. There were even brown slippers at the side of the bed. I stood there momentarily eyeing the teacup. I was starting to feel strangely uncomfortable.

The relative appeared in the doorway and was accompanied by another man. They were discussing the closets contents and I couldn’t help but eavesdrop.

“Yes, we need to clear this all out by the end of the day.” The other man kneeled at some boxes and began attaching price tags.

The relative kept glancing at his watch. He wore a crisp polo shirt and white cotton shorts. He probably had a golf game. “Now, that box right there is for dad. He only needs a few undershirts. We can take it to the nursing home later tonight.”

The man checked his watch again. I glanced back at the bed. I pictured the elderly man being yanked from his sleep. I wondered if his sheets were still warm. What was he thinking right now? Did he know that strangers were walking through his house? I was still clutching the roasting pan under my arms. It grew heavy. I placed it on the dresser.

I hastily exited the house. Never had my hands felt so dirty.
 

Friday, December 7, 2007

A Day in Pearl Harbor

















During my enlistment in Pearl Harbor, one of my duties was serving as a tour guide and boat crew member transporting visitors to the USS Arizona Memorial. This story is based on one of those days and a lesson I have never forgotten.


"Good morning ladies and gentlemen and welcome to Pearl Harbor. Today you're not only a guest of the United States Navy, but also the National Park Service."

I clutched my microphone and steadied my sea legs as the tour boat bounced and swayed. All eyes were focused on the starboard side of the boat, soaking in the beauty of the Island. Just up ahead was the USS Arizona Memorial. The arched white infrastructure loomed closer as our boat clipped and speared through the massive waves.

"Ladies and gentlemen, what actually hit and sank the Arizona was a 1,760 pound armored piercing delayed action bomb that lodged in the aviation fuel storage area, causing such a tremendous chain of explosions that the ship sank in less than 9 minutes!”

I watched the reaction of the civilians as they absorbed this information. Some of my passengers were war veterans, nodding their heads and drinking in the sights. The creases on their foreheads marking the fifty-odd years that spanned since their battles. Pools of memories reflecting from their eyes and the pride from the corners of their mouths as Old Glory swished and swayed from the stern of the boat.

All eyes were upon me as I announced that fateful day when the Arizona sank. The entombment of all those brave men, the fathers, sons, and brothers. I had probably done hundreds of those tours for the Navy, yet I had never come to grips with the realization that I was walking on a grave of a thousand souls.

"Ladies and gentlemen, if you will please remain seated until the boat is secure..."

A short man at the back of the boat was snapping pictures rapidly from his camera. I watched his jet-black hair fan against the wind, and I fought back the prejudice that rose from my throat. How I wanted to reprimand him for stepping foot on MY boat. To ride free on our American tax paid dollars to what? Gloat? What irony it was for him to be allowed to even SEE the Arizona. After all, it was the Japanese that sank our ship, shattering so many dreams and wounding our servicemen and pride. Just the other day, we had to haul off some Japanese tourists that were mocking our flag.

I escorted my passengers onto the dock and watched as they entered the memorial. Cameras began clicking. It was a motley crew of a group. Men in straw hats and Hawaiian floral shirts, probably their first visit to the islands. There were women and cranky children, anxious to stretch their legs and to run for the open space. There were sweet old ladies who wanted to touch my uniform with their hands and to exclaim about how unique it was, that there were women in the Navy. I smiled politely and repositioned my beret.

One lady was in total awe. With amazement her eyes scanned upward at the 184-foot memorial structure and said, “WOW! What part of the ship is this?”

A teenager asked, “Where are the glass elevators that lead to the bottom?”

"Yes sir, the ship is still leaking oil." I confirmed the man's inquiry as we both peered intently over the rail. The rainbow swirls and geometrical patterns floated and bobbed as the waves rocked the pier.

I directed my finger at the ship's tubular mast. A group of passengers were huddling closer as I pointed out the shapes that were casting shadows from below.

One passenger was asking about the beach area. "You are looking at Ford Island." I replied.

It was time to go and I ushered the passengers out of the memorial. Some were still scattered and hesitant to go. I watched the strays that were standing at the wall, reading the names of the dead aloud...searching. The Japanese couple were standing at the railing and peering out at the sea. The man turned and faced me. I stared in wonder at the tears on his cheeks. His wife smiled meekly as they paused at my side. I glanced down at his shirt,
USS Oklahoma, and recognized the name of his ship. I was standing in front of a bona fide American. This Japanese-American man looked into my eyes-unashamedly, his hands extended for mine. I shook his firm grasp and then his wife's. He wanted to talk about the war and the friend's that he had lost. His final trip to pay his respects. He had cancer.

I stared out at the ocean, swallowing the lump in my throat.

Our boat pulled away from the pier and we headed back for the visitor center. I clutched my microphone. I could already see a swarm of people, gathering at the parking lot of the Arizona Memorial. I braced myself for another tour and another walk on the grave. I lifted my face into the wind, closing my eyes and drinking in its heavenly scents. The salt...the wind, carrying voices from its past. I could hear Old Glory, flapping in the wind... with promises for another day.


Although this experience took place decades ago, it remains one of the most meaningful lessons I learned while serving in Hawaii. History is not only found in ships and memorials, but also in the people who carry those memories with them.



Remembering Pearl Harbor: Then and Now


What better way to start this blog rolling than to pay tribute to PEARL HARBOR!

It’s been over 20 years since I’ve shook the hands of a Pearl Harbor veteran. Each year these returning veterans are dwindling in numbers… One of these days no more handshakes…

How can I ever forget their eyes, their hugs, their tears…  A brief history: 

Women in Navy Water Transportation During the 1980s

By the 1980s, women were serving in an increasing number of non-combat roles throughout the U.S. Navy, including harbor and water transportation operations. At Pearl Harbor, military and civilian personnel operated boats that transported passengers, supplies, and official visitors between installations and islands before bridges connected many of the facilities.

Women assigned to water transportation duties worked as boat operators, dispatchers, trainers, and crew members. These positions required navigation skills, seamanship, radio communications, passenger safety training, and the ability to operate vessels in all weather conditions. While opportunities for women in the military were still more limited than they are today, the 1980s marked a period of expanding responsibilities and greater visibility for women serving in maritime roles.

At Pearl Harbor and Ford Island, water transportation crews played an essential role in daily operations, moving military personnel, civilian workers, and visitors across the harbor. Their work helped keep one of the Navy's most historic installations functioning smoothly while preserving access to important sites such as the USS Arizona Memorial.

This is where I spent much of my enlistment in Pearl Harbor. At the time, many of the boats in the water transportation division were operated by women sailors like myself.

Life at the Pearl Harbor Boathouse

I was being trained to drive President Hoover’s private yacht. A charming wooden boat similar in size to the 50-foot gray boats I had been driving in Ford Island. My earlier job was transporting military personnel from island to island. Back in the 1980’s there were no bridges to connect the islands, so my job consisted of radio dispatching from the boathouse, training personnel, and transporting passengers night and day, rain or shine, storm or gale. Other than dependency on boats to get around, the only other option was to hop the ferry at the end of the island.

I loved driving the President’s yacht and transporting 50 passengers at a time to the memorial. I had been upgraded from the dusty boathouse and blue dungarees, to full military dress whites, shiny black shoes, and black beret. What an honor and privilege. Before long, the Navy upgraded Hoover’s yacht to two shiny white 75-foot twin engine tour boats enabling us to transport 200 passengers at a time.

But, my heart yearned for the boathouse again… I missed getting my hands dirty, waving at the passing submarines, radioing incoming ships, and saluting the officers. I was meant to wear my blues… I loved the rare times when my boat was empty and I was racing across the harbor. Those quiet moments on the bow as my partner manned the helm. I felt like I was on the Titanic, looking over the waves, feeling on top of the world. Every so often, catching sight of a sea turtle, the wind blowing against my face and the scent of nearby palms… how heavenly the islands smelt!

I’d catch a glimpse of the white tour boats as they transported the visitors to the memorial… How I loved Pearl Harbor…

I don’t like changes. With sadness I will gaze over Ford Island. The new bridges, the housing, the landmarks gone… The only thing unchanged is the Arizona. Still embalmed, still intact… A grave reminder of our past.

Today, many of the veterans I once met have passed on, and Pearl Harbor itself has changed with the passing decades. Yet the lessons remain the same. The USS Arizona Memorial still rests above the sunken battleship, drawing visitors from around the world who come to remember the events of December 7, 1941.

I count myself fortunate to have served at Pearl Harbor and to have played a small role in helping visitors experience this historic place. Whenever I smell diesel fuel or hear the sound of a boat engine, I am reminded of those days on the harbor and the veterans whose sacrifices should never be forgotten.





Water Transportation - Boathouse - Ford Island






From the airplane